Mum's birthday

Well its Mums birthday tomorrow. We found out about 3 weeks ago that she has a very aggressive cancer that is inoperable and they could not do anything for it with chemo therapy because she is too weak. It is so difficult to look at her now because i knew her when she was strong. Now she can hardly move and that fills me with dispare for her. I love her so dearly and don't want to lose her, but i must face this reality. she does not have long left. I put on a brave face when i am around her and try to be strong but the pain is very hard to bear. Some evening i find myself weeping. I don't think they understand her and when i asked her if she was afraid of dying she said, yes. However i don't believe she still feels this way, but it has been a year since i heard her laugh. I had an interview the other day. A company called Orgnot. A business growth business, smelling 50% bullshit i have not excepted anything yet and wait to make a decision. Another interview in Coventry for Metlife. Basically these company's want your contacts and they want me to sell to them. This kind of idea is crap because of course its commission only. Problems worsen in the Euro zone, more people out of work then seen in years its no surprise that people resort to these kind of tactics to drum up some business. People are selfish and self serving and act in their own interests. This is the main lesson that i learnt when i went travelling for the first time. If people were different and acted with others intentions in mind then perhaps the world would be a employed, less poverty, less hate. However as it stands we head into a massive preserpice of doom because those that act this way continue to act this way, until they die. Leaving a tail of doom in their wake. I have made this picture for Mum for her birthday.